Aarushi having sex with horny brother

Hi I am Aarushi. I am 21 years of age 34 28 32 in figure. I am writing here for the first time. this incident took place like a month back when I was attending my cousin brother marriage in delhi.we are about 10 to 15 cousins including all brothers and sisters. I am very close to anuj my brother who is just 2 years younger to me.
we use to sit and chat a lot and whenever I use to visit delhi we both use to go on drives eat and roam around discussing about our lives. we both were very familiar with each others life and we never wanted to say away from each other. we never had such intentions for each other or atleast we can say that I dint.
it was during this time of marriage that we both were enjoying and spending alot of time with other. we spoke about my college and his college life and all the other cousins. I bitched about some of the other cousins too cause I dint like them and he agreed to it. it was during the day of marriage that we both were together. he had taken me to the roomig hotel as he said he felt a bit drunk.
i accompanied him as others were busy in marriage and I was not interested. when we reached room after some time he felt better and he and me took one smoke each. then he offered me whiskey to which I dint refused cause I really wanted to drink and I could not in front of others. after having 3 glasses I said him no cause I was feeling a lil bit dizzy and I had to to be awake.
he said aaru dont worry am with you and I will make sure you are fine during the marriage and when we go back home. so without thinking much and trusting on him I had a glass of whiskey after which I felt too dizzy and lied on bed. I was in sarree and I felt very hot cause of sooo much of drinking.
i started telling him that my bf ditched me in 9th standard after being physical(kisses and make out) to me and I was too shy to tell to anyone and afraid cause then I would be blamed for being physical. he asked me how it feels to be so close to someone and I laughed at him saying as if you dont know and he said no he actually doesnt.
i said him that try with a girl someday and you will know yourself.then we had one one more glass as he forced me and he was continuously staring my body and boobs when I caught his eyes. but I guess I was feeling too hot by then and I went on bed and even he as he was high. he came close to me and said y not we try it.
I was shocked by his words but now I was too high and almots cudnt c what was going on all I could feel was that he has forced his lips on mine.i cudnt remove him nor could I do anything. then I realized that he has pulled off my saree and I was jus in my bra and panties.he threw me on bed and jumped on me. he said me dont worry di u will njy it alot. he kissd my navel nd came to my neck.
from the other hand he was massaging my boobs over my bra. and then I came in my senses but by that time it wass too late to stop him. I took his face and responded by a kiss. he knew I was at green signal now. we smootched for like 5 mins exchanging our tounges.we started slowly with more and more kisses.
then I asked him since how long has he been thinking about me and he said not much but my boobs made him fantasized about me.then without furthur delay as we dint had much time he removed my bra an ook of my panties. he started to suck my left nipple and playing with the right from his fingers.i then took no time and opened his trousers and pulled down his underwear to see his rock hard dick.
he asked me if I have seen before and I said I have had boyfriends in my life too.he saidso you exactly know how to play with it and I jus went down to take it in my mouth. I sucked it properly to have the real fun of it. then he went to my pussy sucked it for a while. soon he opened his wallet and took out a stawberry condom, which shoked me and he said I have been with girls too.
i took the condom and put it on his dick. I sucked to have some of its flavour when my mom called and asked me to come for the wedding. I said I will get ready but he grabbed me and pulled me on to the bed. he jumped on me and placed his hand and before I could say something inserted his dick in my pussy.
I could not shout nor could say anything, he was having his part of fun but even I was enjoying it too.then he started cuming that he put on my body as he couldnt on my face because of makeup. after that we just dressed up and we went for the marriage.
since then he has introduced me to his some of the friends of other places and makes them fuck around with me saying that am his fried and am very slutty convincing them for group sex with me. we became cousins with benefits.